Bridge the identity gap between who you are and who you want to show up as and Awaken Your full Potential

Following the last timeline dream I had another dream that brought me to a timeline that was completely different to where I exist today. It was a closer representation as my sister was still my sister and she owned the house she owns today. Key differences were our ages, we were way younger than we are today and in this timeline both of our parents had passed.  As well our close friend group were our co workers in this timeline.

I wake up and it is time to go to work. I go up the stairs to find my sister and brother in-law having breakfast waiting for me to go to work. I noticed right away that something was different. In my mind I am scrambling because my niece is not here and my brother in law always tells me I am not allowed to live with them. I stay casual and grab something to eat. They tell me to make it on the go because we are going to be late for work. I make some toast and put on my shoes. We drive for about ten minutes and get to work, we work at a place that makes, fixes and sells frames for doors and windows.  I have really noticed my sister has piercings all over her face including cheeks and nose, she does not have those in this timeline. I keep finding myself staring at them. She asks me numerous times if I am feeling okay. I sit behind a desk, I know it is mine because my name is on it. I start reading signs and watching what everyone else is doing because I have no idea what I do here. I see our friends and they are working in the back building. They do not acknowledge me or talk to me when I talk to them. I realize I have no clue what I am supposed to do. I get called over to a different station, a broken window and lock have come in and apparently this is my strong suit. I sit down and get to work. A guy comes over seeing me struggle, he asks me if I am okay. The same question my sister keeps asking me. I tell him I woke up feeling really off and I can not seem to get my head together. He shows me what I was doing wrong. I thank him and ask him some questions about what I do here. He seems very confused at my questions. I tell him I do not want to sound crazy but nothing here is familiar to me except for my sister and brother inlaw and the people I recognize from where I believe I from that do not seem to know me in any way. I ask him not to say anything that I am sure I will figure my shit out and thank him for helping me. As we finish work and get home I ask my sister to go for a walk with me. I tell her everything about why I was feeling off and what I remember of where I was when I went to sleep. I tell her to take out her piercings and to take better care of her health. I tell her how she got fit and got pregnant with my niece right after. She cried because they had been trying and she was having issues conceiving. I tell her what fixed it in the other timeline and that I know she was going to succeed. I went to sleep after dinner and woke up back in my bed.

I called my sister and told her all about it. I told her I hoped I made her life better in that timeline and that if they ever merge what she could watch for. 

I am jumping to this particular dream experience because it touches on how our lives are happening all at once. I see other lives when I do readings and some of them feel as tho we have experienced the linear time effect in different bodies, as different sexes and different races. It hurts my brain to think that we are in different bodies and that timelines outside the present moment are affecting how we are living today. This leads me to believe that everything happening all at once is relative to the body and sex we are in this moment. I believe that in those bodies and sexes that there were other timelines and paths that were relative to that space in time. I know we carry the lessons from our past lives and many of us here today are here to heal our past trauma as well as the family trauma we have chosen to be born into in this lifetime. Along this frame of time since the only time that exists is the present we are running timelines where we are in the body we are in, but we chose different families, unique experiences and are also living with alternate timelines where we made different choices which are generally the timelines we can jump to both when we make aligning decisions to our optimal timelines or when we make decisions that take us into harder experiences where things are not working out for us. The whole earth experience is teaching us how to step into our consciousness and be aware that we are creating our lives with the choices we make.  

This dream had me visit a timeline that I was in my body, but everything else was different. I had the memories of who I am here and all the places and people I saw were all the same, except for the role of me.

It was Christmas time, I know this because of the decorations and who was at my family's house. There was no snow though which did alert me to something being off. I pull up and park in front of my neighbors house across the road. I always park there because it drives him nuts. I have presents in my hand and I am showing up alone. I am driving my Hyundai Elantra, which in this lifetime my parents gave to me, I had an accident, and it was written off. There were definitely a few tells that things were different and I know a few stood out to let me know I was not in this timeline. My sister owns a house and my parents sold our house that I am at in this dream a few years ago now.  I go into the house, walking in without knocking and say hello. My parents are on the couch with my uncle, the pets are running around. My sister is in the kitchen cooking and my brother inlaw is sitting in a chair by the door in the kitchen smoking. I set the gifts down by the tree and hug my parents who I call mom and dad and hug my uncle calling him by name as well. I noticed they were looking at me funny but I did not think anything of it. I hug my sister as I fix her shirt and brush her hair out of her eyes. I look at my brother in-law and comment about him smoking again after so many years of quitting. He says something along the line of work is stressful. I notice they had renovated the kitchen moving the door to the side of the house and clearing out the non used space that was built in behind the closets, which I also commented on. There is a couple sitting at the table that I do not recognize and I give them a quick wave. My mom is smoking in the living room and with my brother smoking by the door it is getting to me. These two kids come out around the corner and I decide I am going to go play with the kids. We go to the spare room where they are set up with toys and a bed and we play for around an hour. I go back to the kitchen for a drink after the hour is done and I realize that everyone is giving me the strangest look. I ask my sister what is going on and she asks me with all seriousness, who are you? I am now confused and I say I am Lora your sister. She says no that is Lora my sister as she points to the woman at the table, her husband and you were playing with her kids. She asks me again, who are you? I say I don't know as I grab my jacket and head down the stairs to the door. I realized that they didn't question who I was because I knew everyone. I knew things that a friend or family would have known and everyone just thought I was a friend of one of theirs and upon me going to play with the kids they realized no one knew who I was.  

After I left the house I went up to the restaurant and wanted to order food. I knew the people at the restaurant but they did not seem to know me or care that I was there. The waitress got my order wrong and no one was speaking to me. I felt insignificant and like I did not matter. I ate my breakfast pondering who I was and what I was supposed to do if I did not belong in this time. I hear an alarm in the distance and start to look for it. Waking up in my bed felt like it took a minute to get back to my body and my bed. I know at the time of this experience I was shedding and clearing a lot about my identity and who I am here in the world. What does your life look like if you remove the people places and things that matter most to you? I felt insignificant. I have since done a lot of inner work to know that even without all my titles and beliefs about who I am and where I come from, that even without them I have a role to play here on the planet. 

Whether I truly exist on a timeline that I do not have this name or family or if it was showing me what not having my identity felt like at that moment in time I was scared to call my sister for a week until I finally called to make sure I was in the timeline that still carried my family. Today I understand my message and have worked on that feeling of insignificance and not belonging.

The first time I had a dream that felt as though it was expanding on the work I do in the Akashic records, was near the beginning of my journey. As I was experiencing the dream I felt as though I was both observing the dream and part of the dream. I could go from looking at the scene from a distance and then move into the dream and be up close to the options and experience what it would look like to make each choice. That has been common for me in a lot of dreams that I do not attribute to the work in the Akashic as well. Being able to observe and be a part of the dreams has become a normal way for me to experience my sleep space.

I am on a dock on a lake. There are a few boats tied to different legs of the dock, and there are multiple extensions of the dock off of the main walkway. Some of the dock extensions are short, and others are long. I am walking up and down the dock, looking up each one. I am very indecisive and I do not know which way to go. 

For context about where I was in life, I was just starting my soul journey. I had a friend who told me he had feelings for me, and I was in a relationship. I am still in the same relationship and still friends with the person who expressed his feelings for me. 

As I walked along the dock, I looked up one of the shorter extensions and I see the friend who expressed his feelings for me. I watched as I chose this path and went towards my friend. We were happy for a little while, and as we came to another fork in the road he chose one path and I chose another, and I watched as our friendship as well as the relationship, disappear. I walk back to the dock and continue looking up each path. I see my current partner ahead of me on the dock. I walk to him and we continue up and down different extensions. At the end of the dock, I go left. We come to the end, and it is black and abrupt, as though the choices on this path were undetermined and uncertain as to what it would look like if I took this left. We go back and go the other way. As we go the other way, we continue to look up other paths off this extension, and as we do, we continue to come back to the main walkway and go together. I know there were twists and turns and still many choices to make at the time of this dream for how things were going to look, it gave me the answer I needed at the time in regards to my relationship and how to proceed with my friend.

The experiences down each path were clear and not clear at the same time. I was given the answer to my question and although they showed me many paths with many choices I only felt called to check out a small number of them and I was only shown my relationships in regards to each party and whether they would be happy or last. I was not looking to leave my partner only for confirmation that I was making the right choice staying in my relationship as we had been having some issues. I made the choice to communicate and make choices together in how we wanted to experience our relationship going forward.